In a bus stop now, will I be here till the last bus arrives?

Okay, that's a metaphor, only.

Currently, am a student of Maktab Sultan Abu Bakar (MSAB) a.k.a. English College (EC). I hope i won't result in taking STPM.

Show some mercy, dear Government. Please. (:

Note To God - Charice.

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I’d ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I’d pour my heart out on each page
I’d ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I’d say, I’d say, I’d say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road…… we’re on

If I wrote a note to God
I’d say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness
Put some tenderness in our hearts
And I’d say, I’d say, I’d say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven’t got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we’re on

No, no no no
We can’t do this on our own
So

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven’t got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we’re on

No, no no no
We can’t do this on our own
So, So

If I wrote a note to God

This song was performed by 17-year-old Charice in Oprah! My2. Adore her. 

If I wrote a note to God, 
I'd ask him to bless mum n dad with a great life,
Provide Brother with a successful path,
Bless me with a JPA scholarship...

Happy Mother's Day, Amma. 

(Though I know you wouldnt be reading this)

Emotional RollerCoaster.

ROTFL. Im watching funnyHILARIOUS stuff to stop me from over-thinking on worrying things.
I hope no one would be in my position anymore. It's just uncontrollable. Due to me "confusions", my daily life seem to SUFFOCATE. Bt, leave that. FULL STOP.

Well, today I was in the Hospital:

• Reading P.S. I Love You

• Texting Mum on hopes to become 'Dr. Diivan Raj' (hopefully.)

THUS, it suddenly felt like it was TOO much for me.  Emotional RollerCoaster. It's Okay for not understanding. No Offence taken.


:)

Future Step 1.

Here's the link:

http://apps.emoe.gov.my/form6/semakan2010/index.cfm

So yeah, It's FORM 6 for now. God has great plans for me, I'm sure. It's JUST the beginning.

AND, I'll be at Maktab Sultan Abu Bakar a.k.a. English College (EC) next Monday. :)

Crank That - Soulja Boy

Okay, first of all. My life is going somewhere beyond the dread I had expected. Nevertheless, I still keep on being scolded by my lovely parents. Well, I have really caring parents. And, I love them as much back. ♥ I do know they want me to be happy at all times, and couldn't blame them. 

Thus, I thought of doing this SILLY game I picked up from SHAFIRA HASNY. Well, the girl which I was very close with when I'm Sixteen. btw, thankx Shafira.

Rules:

1. Play ALL your music in SHUFFLE mode. (In my case, all my ENGLISH songs la.. If not, TOO complicated.)
2. For EACH following question, Click 'NEXT' button. The SONG that plays is the answer.
3. SUPPOSE to write the name of the song HONESTLY. LOL. (Might doubt that.)

As of now, I'm listening to 'Big Big World - Amelia'

•  IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

Boom Boom Pow - Black Eyed Peas

• WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GIRL?

As Long As You Love Me - Backstreet Boys
(true!!!)

•  HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Phase - Danity Kane
(this dissapointment is JUST a Phase.)

• WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Love In This Club - Usher feat. Young Jeezy
(get L.O.V.E??!.)

•  WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

LMAO!!! HURT - Christina Aguilera

•  WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
(GOSH! REALLY??!?!!??!?!.)

• WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

There's Nothing - Sean Kingston feat. Paula DeAnda
(Nothing better ♥)

•  WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Nothing In This World - Paris Hilton
(Nothing can beat HIM.)

• WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

I Can't Take My Eyes Off You - Zac Efron feat. Vannessa Hudgens

(High School Musical Bonus Track)

•  WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

London Beckoned Songs About Money Written By Machines - Panic! At The Disco
(Review?)

• WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Breathe - Taylor Swift feat. Colbie Caillat

(Inhale.Exhale.Inhale.Dead?!)

•  WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Jai Ho - Slumdog Millionaire OST
(Jai Ho = DESTINY. My Destiny!)

• WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU

Bad Romance - Lady GaGa
(OMG! Mum's favourite song!!)

• WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

Summer Love - Justin Timberlake

(Yeap, I CHEATED. I'll dance for BOTH.)

• WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Over My Head - The Fray

• WHAT IS YOUR INTEREST?

Never Be Replaced - 1st Ladi
(Reading. It've never been replaced. Ever.)

•  WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Somebody To Love - Glee Cast
♥

•  WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

Fireflies - Owl CIty

•  HOW WILL YOU DIE?

Sway -Pussycat Dolls
(During Dancing?)

•  WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST REGRET?

Hey There Dellilah - Plain White T's

• WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? 

Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance

• WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

Me And You - Cassie
(I wished we were still together. Just WISHED.)

• WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

Until The End Of Time - Justin Timberlake
(Hell yeah. And I'll Love her till THE END.)

• WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

The Show - Lenka

•  DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

Here In My Home - Malaysian Artistes For Unity (MAFU)
(Family First.)

•  IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

For Your Entertainment - Adam Lambert
(Maybe NOT.)

•  WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

A Lonely September - Plain White T's

•  WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Crank That - Soulja Boy

Okay! DONE! LOL. That was crap & tiring & made me realise I have lots of 

UNLISTENED songs. :P

Times Square

So, yeah, I'm Dissapointed.

Yeap, Im dissapointed. Maybe NOT Majorly, but still. Well, I oughta be dissapointed for not succeeding to be chosen for Matriculation nor any programs under UPU.

The only exception is JPA now. Im COUNTING HIGH. Very High, indeed. (Explains my song: Paramore's The Only Exception)

Thanks to Shobana Dayalan, who surprisingly understood.

Do not keep deliberating whether something is good for you or not. Everything is good. Whatever happens, consider that it is good for you. When you develop such an attitude, everything will turn out to be good for you. Be loving and cheerful always. It is only love that protects and sustains you!

-Sai Baba-