29 December 2009

And when nightmare knocks in.

I was like sad, since Santa Claus did not give me any presents... hakx..
So, in that gloomy Christmas Morning, i was wiping my glasses, when..

*snap*
OMG! I just BROKE my spectacles. And, I damn need my glasses!!! So, i went to my mum and she promised to buy a new one. Yay!!

but, I just changed the frame coz I just did that glasses on March!

Shop Assistant: May I help you?
Me: Yeah, m looking for a new frame for these lenses (smbl kluarkan lenses)
SA: Owh, we hav a frame just like yours but in green color (mine was brown)
Me: Let me see it first,
Mum: Macam cantik je the green one.
Me: No way, it's hideous! Let me see that one.

So, I took another frame in grey + black, but from the same brand, Hummer coz the lenses could fit in, PERFECTLY.






                                      [new specs]

28 December 2009

Sadness creep over.

I was like totally busy since last week.
These stucked me up;
1. Trip to Pangkor
2. KL trip
3. Christmas Visit

But, I loved it, so.. not much hassle though. Somehow, now I feel extremely lonely and jobless *have to study for L (driving) exam!* since all my relatives left. so, home alone, I realised something.

I HAVEN'T CHECKED MY MAIL LIKE AGES ALREADY.

To my shocking dismay, Sime Darby sent me an e-mail:

APPLICATION FOR THE POSITION OF Pre-University Scholarship (Malaysian Applicant) ON Oct 9 2009

Thank you for your interest in the Yayasan Sime Darby Pre-University Scholarship 2009/2010.

Although your extra-curricular activities and qualifications are remarkable, the competition has been very keen and we regret to inform you that you have not been shortlisted for the scholarship interview.

Once again, we thank you for your time and effort and we wish you every
success in your future academic endeavours.

I was so hoping to get this. But, what am I suppose to do?
I FAILED. feels like an ultimate loser.

P/s: I'm lost of hope and desperately lonely.

24 December 2009

Santa's Wishlist...

Dear Santa,
I hope it's still not too late to hand in to you my wishlist..

 
Santa, these ARE my only humble wishes...
  1. A HAPPY, peaceful, HEALTHY family.. Mum, Dad, Bro n Me!
  2. 9 A+ SPM!! [I really, really, damn really need this!!]
  3. a PERFECT bod (seriously have to work out..)
  4. My dearest friends to be always with me, Ajixx, Sheera, Lulu, Nana, Lele, Lhobna, Raji, Naquee.
  5. A gf!! {tired of being single already}
  6. Haziq to find his love life...
  7. A Genting Highlands Vacation, with Haziq, Ejat, Sheera and the merrious gang!
  8. a good job!
  9. To be BFFs with Haziq n Sheera like forever.
  10. (: A great smile and a CHARMING personality.
  11. A marvellous, WONDERFUL, happy YEAR ahead. 
P/s: I do believe in Santa Claus!! But, I don't have a chimney! lol.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

15 December 2009

How MRSM changed my Life: Form 1, 2005

Memories flow,
5 years gone by,
Leaving much to be thought of,
Leaving much to be learnt from,
Leaving 1001 memories and remedies,
All to be remembered and recalled,
Here I am to look through the window,
And see how I formed,
Once again.

I still remember the day I saw in the net ♥:
Nama : Diivan Raj Silvakumar
No KP : 920925055559

TAHNIAH! Anda ditempatkan di MRSM Batu Pahat, Johor.

The day which changed who I am now, literally ALL of me! MRSM, here I came. I was VERY VERY VERY HIGHLY homesick. Yes, and I'm not too SHY to admit it. I mean, come on.. I was the last child in the family. (: First close friend: Eshvaren * I don't know where the hack you are now! Sorry!. Eshvaren then SHIFTED to a normal school. bye2!

I was lonely and I began to love my class and my homeroom. Mohd. Haziq Ghafar Abd. Ghafar was my class president. I got to sit next to him and we were the best of friends. Until this moment, a FRIEND which i could ring up at any moment as my BESTFRIEND or BFF is HAZIQ!!!! Ajixx, so love you, buddy!!
Then, came Lulu.. Muhammad Izzat Amirul Mohd Saidey was his UNGLAMOROUS name! He was in my homeroom. Miss Noor' Aziha Abd Rani, our advisor; was the greatest I knew at that time..

The moments when I was so close with my Along a.k.a. Farhana Nabilla Zakaria and Raji a.k.a. Rajalaxmy. Those were the moments which are priceless. Vanda 1 was THE class to be in as a FORM 1  in MRSM BPJ. We had a class party, (we were the only class who had!) we were close.. Besides lovely classmates, Shaheera Huda Hussin and Amirul Helmi Mohd Idris a.k.a. Lele also came into my life. We made up a clitch! A preety awesome one. They were my shoulders to avoid HOMESICK!! And also, I guess here was when I started improving my Malay proficiency DRASTICALLY as I speak Malay 24/7!

Memories:
  1. Choral Speaking Competition Inter class.
    • Vanda students wore BAJU BATIK tuck in and TIE MAKTAB!! *Sayang xde gamba..
    • Upset with Raji coz Spoilt the show *she forgot the text and skipped almost all..
    • Impressed with Tan Jia Yee, she's a real SUPERB conductor, dgn laki2 laen usha dier mase dier conduct.. Gatal btoll...
    • HAPPY: Won as CHAMPIONS!! (boo Ipomeans especially Awanis and Lulu) haha...
  2. Non-bumis gang
    • Sasi, Laurina, Anu Priya who left after Form 1. Why with you guys?!
    • Raji, bye-bye.. Many memories we shared together, and u SLAPPED me?!
    • Ash, you were SUPERSTITIOUS at that time. haha... SILLY us, ryte?
    • Vasugi, Kalai and Sandy "akkas" who HELPED dear much..
It's always brings a smile when we recalled all happy events and lovely memories that we passed. How SILLY we were and naive that simple things could be made into huge mistakes and end up being scolded. (:

Favourite Teacher: Puan Rosnah Isam & Mr. Chau Meng Huat (ONE GREAT teacher!)
Achievements for MRSM: None. Eh, baru budak2, ok?
PNG (perlu ke bagitaw?) : 3.24 & 3.55 (FIRST tyme Penghormatan Pengetua!! Damn excited!)

p/s: sorry, no pictures! n, Wait for the NEXT episodes.. (:

Form 1 ended.


12 December 2009

Taylor Lautner ♥ Taylor Swift

I love these both GORGEOUS human beings!!
Taylor Lautner from TWILIGHT and Taylor Swift, THE ENTERTAINER of 2009!!
They're together for the film 'VALENTINE'S DAY', i guess..
A movie I bet I would die to look forward 2!



they go SUPER steamy with the KISSING scene later on!. Aren't they just THE most perfect couple..


GIRLS: crave her super duper abs, youth age, sweet personality and PERFECT!



GUYS: Die for her super sweet image, DAMN loveable voice, SO cute n, she just the LOVELIEST being, PERFECT!


they;


PERFECT!!!
I so envy them..
<3

10 December 2009

SPM's Over; so did my HIGH SCHOOL life!

The secret of happiness is freedom. The secret of freedom is courage.

It's the 10th of December ~ 2 days since I screamed after Chemistry P3!
SPM's over dude; truth: High School is Over!
It's like a passing cloud how days fly and we still strive to get nearer to the ever beautiful rainbow. As SPM buries in the hands of the examiners (God, I Love you, guys!), a task falls on us : 


DEFINING FREEDOM!!!



No SPM + PLKN Free = Total Freedom! [Beginning to love this] 
A voyage unescaped by all of us, to pin in work into matter and to enjoy this new found freedom. 

[Gedix Guyz; U're the best!] 













[ejat.me.bob.sadiq~the sugar & spices of laughter]



[Lily da speaker free]




  [Graduated From Class 09; Graduated from MARA Junior Science College Batu Pahat, Johor; Graduated from SPM]
 

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