And when nightmare knocks in.

I was like sad, since Santa Claus did not give me any presents... hakx..
So, in that gloomy Christmas Morning, i was wiping my glasses, when..

*snap*

OMG! I just BROKE my spectacles. And, I damn need my glasses!!! So, i went to my mum and she promised to buy a new one. Yay!!

but, I just changed the frame coz I just did that glasses on March!

Shop Assistant: May I help you?

Me: Yeah, m looking for a new frame for these lenses (smbl kluarkan lenses)
SA: Owh, we hav a frame just like yours but in green color (mine was brown)

Me: Let me see it first,

Mum: Macam cantik je the green one.

Me: No way, it's hideous! Let me see that one.

So, I took another frame in grey + black, but from the same brand, Hummer coz the lenses could fit in, PERFECTLY.

[old specs, love the brown theme]    

                                      [new specs]

Sadness creep over.

I was like totally busy since last week.
These stucked me up;
1. Trip to Pangkor
2. KL trip
3. Christmas Visit

But, I loved it, so.. not much hassle though. Somehow, now I feel extremely lonely and jobless *have to study for L (driving) exam!* since all my relatives left. so, home alone, I realised something.

I HAVEN'T CHECKED MY MAIL LIKE AGES ALREADY.

To my shocking dismay, Sime Darby sent me an e-mail:

APPLICATION FOR THE POSITION OF Pre-University Scholarship (Malaysian Applicant) ON Oct 9 2009

Thank you for your interest in the Yayasan Sime Darby Pre-University Scholarship 2009/2010.

Although your extra-curricular activities and qualifications are remarkable, the competition has been very keen and we regret to inform you that you have not been shortlisted for the scholarship interview.

Once again, we thank you for your time and effort and we wish you every
success in your future academic endeavours.

I was so hoping to get this. But, what am I suppose to do?

I FAILED. feels like an ultimate loser.

P/s: I'm lost of hope and desperately lonely.

Santa's Wishlist...

Dear Santa,
I hope it's still not too late to hand in to you my wishlist..

 

Santa, these ARE my only humble wishes...

1. A HAPPY, peaceful, HEALTHY family.. Mum, Dad, Bro n Me!
2. 9 A+ SPM!! [I really, really, damn really need this!!]
3. a PERFECT bod (seriously have to work out..)
4. My dearest friends to be always with me, Ajixx, Sheera, Lulu, Nana, Lele, Lhobna, Raji, Naquee.
5. A gf!! {tired of being single already}
6. Haziq to find his love life...
7. A Genting Highlands Vacation, with Haziq, Ejat, Sheera and the merrious gang!
8. a good job!
9. To be BFFs with Haziq n Sheera like forever.
10. (: A great smile and a CHARMING personality.
11. A marvellous, WONDERFUL, happy YEAR ahead. 

P/s: I do believe in Santa Claus!! But, I don't have a chimney! lol.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

How MRSM changed my Life: Form 1, 2005

Memories flow,

5 years gone by,

Leaving much to be thought of,

Leaving much to be learnt from,

Leaving 1001 memories and remedies,

All to be remembered and recalled,

Here I am to look through the window,

And see how I formed,

Once again.

I still remember the day I saw in the net ♥:

Nama : Diivan Raj Silvakumar

No KP : 920925055559

TAHNIAH! Anda ditempatkan di MRSM Batu Pahat, Johor.

The day which changed who I am now, literally ALL of me! MRSM, here I came. I was VERY VERY VERY HIGHLY homesick. Yes, and I'm not too SHY to admit it. I mean, come on.. I was the last child in the family. (: First close friend: Eshvaren * I don't know where the hack you are now! Sorry!. Eshvaren then SHIFTED to a normal school. bye2!

I was lonely and I began to love my class and my homeroom. Mohd. Haziq Ghafar Abd. Ghafar was my class president. I got to sit next to him and we were the best of friends. Until this moment, a FRIEND which i could ring up at any moment as my BESTFRIEND or BFF is HAZIQ!!!! Ajixx, so love you, buddy!!

Then, came Lulu.. Muhammad Izzat Amirul Mohd Saidey was his UNGLAMOROUS name! He was in my homeroom. Miss Noor' Aziha Abd Rani, our advisor; was the greatest I knew at that time..

The moments when I was so close with my Along a.k.a. Farhana Nabilla Zakaria and Raji a.k.a. Rajalaxmy. Those were the moments which are priceless. Vanda 1 was THE class to be in as a FORM 1  in MRSM BPJ. We had a class party, (we were the only class who had!) we were close.. Besides lovely classmates, Shaheera Huda Hussin and Amirul Helmi Mohd Idris a.k.a. Lele also came into my life. We made up a clitch! A preety awesome one. They were my shoulders to avoid HOMESICK!! And also, I guess here was when I started improving my Malay proficiency DRASTICALLY as I speak Malay 24/7!

Memories:

1. Choral Speaking Competition Inter class.
• Vanda students wore BAJU BATIK tuck in and TIE MAKTAB!! *Sayang xde gamba..
• Upset with Raji coz Spoilt the show *she forgot the text and skipped almost all..
• Impressed with Tan Jia Yee, she's a real SUPERB conductor, dgn laki2 laen usha dier mase dier conduct.. Gatal btoll...
• HAPPY: Won as CHAMPIONS!! (boo Ipomeans especially Awanis and Lulu) haha...
2. Non-bumis gang
• Sasi, Laurina, Anu Priya who left after Form 1. Why with you guys?!
• Raji, bye-bye.. Many memories we shared together, and u SLAPPED me?!
• Ash, you were SUPERSTITIOUS at that time. haha... SILLY us, ryte?
• Vasugi, Kalai and Sandy "akkas" who HELPED dear much..

It's always brings a smile when we recalled all happy events and lovely memories that we passed. How SILLY we were and naive that simple things could be made into huge mistakes and end up being scolded. (:

Favourite Teacher: Puan Rosnah Isam & Mr. Chau Meng Huat (ONE GREAT teacher!)

Achievements for MRSM: None. Eh, baru budak2, ok?

PNG (perlu ke bagitaw?) : 3.24 & 3.55 (FIRST tyme Penghormatan Pengetua!! Damn excited!)

p/s: sorry, no pictures! n, Wait for the NEXT episodes.. (:

Form 1 ended.

Taylor Lautner ♥ Taylor Swift

I love these both GORGEOUS human beings!!
Taylor Lautner from TWILIGHT and Taylor Swift, THE ENTERTAINER of 2009!!
They're together for the film 'VALENTINE'S DAY', i guess..
A movie I bet I would die to look forward 2!

they go SUPER steamy with the KISSING scene later on!. Aren't they just THE most perfect couple..

GIRLS: crave her super duper abs, youth age, sweet personality and PERFECT!

GUYS: Die for her super sweet image, DAMN loveable voice, SO cute n, she just the LOVELIEST being, PERFECT!

they;

PERFECT!!!

I so envy them..

<3

SPM's Over; so did my HIGH SCHOOL life!

“The secret of happiness is freedom. The secret of freedom is courage.”

It's the 10th of December ~ 2 days since I screamed after Chemistry P3!
SPM's over dude; truth: High School is Over!
It's like a passing cloud how days fly and we still strive to get nearer to the ever beautiful rainbow. As SPM buries in the hands of the examiners (God, I Love you, guys!), a task falls on us : 


DEFINING FREEDOM!!!

No SPM + PLKN Free = Total Freedom! [Beginning to love this] 

A voyage unescaped by all of us, to pin in work into matter and to enjoy this new found freedom. 

[Gedix Guyz; U're the best!] 

[ejat.me.bob.sadiq~the sugar & spices of laughter]

[Lily da speaker free]

  [Graduated From Class 09; Graduated from MARA Junior Science College Batu Pahat, Johor; Graduated from SPM]

 

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

Happy Deepavali to all Hindus;

especially to all friends and relatives,

Mum, Dad, Bro, Aunts, Uncles, Vikey, Lhobna, Raji, Prasad, Linnish, Eshwaren, Dharshan, Khishen and all of you guys...

Merry Diwali!

My Gosh!

First and foremost, sorry Shaheera Huda Hussin!
I really can't make it for your birthday post... Damn hell busy!
so, here goes nothing..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ERA!!!
May you be the sweetest seventeen gurl! :)
XOXO.

nxt,
I'm not going back for Deepavali!! OMG!
Because?! Well... Post trials for SPM starts on 19/09, nxt MONDAY!!!
and... Seminar Kimia on DEEPAVALI DAY! Double OMG!

And,

The greding for SPm?!
A+ is higher than 1A?!
Rumours speculated on A+ is above 90++ marks.. how far can I believe it?!

Whatever,
I'm struggling to STUDY and score...

9 A+, a dream to come true...

Simple Seventeen...

It was a FRIDAY.
I was born on a FRIDAY! Totally enjoying my burfday...

Sadly, Bro kene BALIK Terengganu on my birthday night! sedyh..
On the way back from the bus station;
Dad called for a stop;

:)

OLD TOWN WHITE COFFEE.

No. 1 fact: I LOVE COFFEE!!! I creve for them.
No.2 fact: Interior kdai tue SUPERB! lol.
No. 3 fact: It's my birthday!!!
No. 4 fact: I'M NOT HUNGRY! 

We sat there...
I ordered 'Ice Blended White Coffee Mocha' and 'Strawberry Thick Toast'
Dad: 'Mocha Coffee *hot!' n Double kaya toast
Mum: 'Hazelnut White Coffee'

My Ice blended and the hazelnut coffee SEDAP giler.. My birthday was all PEACE and SIMPLE. No Party nor anything else.. BTW, I'll be LEGAL next year... :D

[my drink.]

 It was truly a blessed and peaceful BIRTHDAY!
Presents x banyak; but memorable!
Hopes?

STRAIGHT 1As FOR SPM 2009!!

And; 

that is all.

Happy SEVENTEEN.

at last,
25th of September 2009 came.. and declared me to be SEVENTEEN!!
yeah yeah...

:)

Tagged;

First n foremost, thankxx Era dear;

Happy Eid 2 u..

1. Senaraikan 5 sahabat lelaki anda. Untuk lelaki , senaraikan perempuan

1. Vigneswary a.k.a Vicky
2. Shaheera Huda Hussin a.k.a Sheera
3. Lhobna Subramaniam, somewhere Middle of Peninsular
4. Farhana Nabilla Zakaria a.k.a Pona
5. Rajalaxmy Muruges a.k.a. Raji [still bestfrendz, buddy?..]
6. *err.. kalo lebih bleh x?.. hurm... :l sowy Eyka, Laila, Iewa etc.

2. Siapa no 2 ?

Ermmm... Anyone with best friends can answer that.. Kteorg jmpe mse F1, frendz since then.. All da conflicts makez us bttr.. kn?..

3. No 4 ?

Fana a.k.a Pona a.ka. bLoNd!!

Model of my life! She's so HER, and i like the way she is..

4. Istimewakah no 1 ?

kalo x istimewa, x jadi no. 1!! lol. She's the oldest friendship among them all.. A friend in need is a friend indeed, that's HER.

5. Di mana no 3 sekarang ?

Klang, Selangor.. MrSm Pasir Salak whenever school is on.. :)

6. Bagaimana anda dan no 4 kenal ?

She was my 'AlonG!' and i was her 'AdEk' Homeroom kat MRSM BPJ during F1, surprisingly.. until now.. Cayounk Along.. :P

7. Tempat tinggal mereka ?

Vicky: BBU, Jay Bee

Era: Damansara, Kay-eL

Lhobie: Klang, Slngr

Fana: Ampangan, N9, kampungku...

Raji: Bndr Sls Jaya, Jay Bee..

8. Kenangan manis dengan mereka ?

Vicky: All through Primary skool, n last holz kat City Square! miss ya lotz..
Era: Let me see.. During F2, the most..
Lhobie: Only during sms; coz we met skjp je, in Bentong Mall [weirdo-ic!]
Fana: Homeroom, Maths Carnival, Ramadhan 2009, Myspace.com
Raji: 15/08/2008; and all those lovely smses; 25280903, thank u..

9. Sikap no 5 yang selalu buat anda tersenyum.

Caringness.... :)

10. Mereka pelajar / bekerja ? Senaraikan tempat belajar / bekerja .

Vicky: SETA, JB
Era: SMK Bandar Damansara 2, KL
Lhobie: MRSM Pasir Salak, Perak

Fana: MRSM Batu Pahat :)
Raji: SMK Sri Skudai, JB

11. Ucapan kepada no 1 ?

You are a treasure, as a friend.. Bcoz u're great n u shine as u are.. U are brave to make a statement and u must nt jz sink in wat others say, coz i trust there's more than meets the eyes in u. All of them are jz aren't realizing it. You have wat it takes, my dear frend..

12. Untuk no 3 ?

Wish we were closer and things can move as how we want it.. Well, enjoy life. Strive hard for SPM! lol. U kan same ranking as me!?! hakx..

13. Apakah keistimewaan no 2 ?

She's who she are! and that's IMPERFECT enough. coz i juz hate PERFECTness! U r a whole lot special and most of them realize that..

14. Dan no 5 ?

Well.. She's a bookholic.. She would stop anything from interrupting her studies and that includes someONE who she treasurED and treasureS, i hope..

15. Siapa paling anda sayang ?

haha.. My MUM!! Few months ago, no.5, tp skang nie...

x sayang sume [tipuuu... :P]; all of them are the same, for now..

The future holds many secretz..

hakx...;

consider yourself TAGGED!

LOL!

My internet's down,
I wanted sooo much to buy NEED FOR SPEED: UNDERGROUND 2: still not yet,
not yet watch HARRY POTTER and the Half Blood Prince,
SPM is just weeks to come!!!

Arrggghhhh!!!

And, one of my dearest frend juz dun like me using 'Laugh Out Louds!!" a.k.a. Lol!!
Wakaka..
thankxx for telling, no offence, though!

:()

Bt then la kan,
i'm at HOME; syurga idamanku,
EVERYONE'S home; dad, mum, bro...,
it's HARI RAYA!!,
and God, i'm vegetarian diz week?!! Lol. *sigh...

HELLO TRIAL!

OFF to MRSM BPJ for my trials..

WISH me LOTS and LOTS of GOOD LUCK!!

Demmaammmm.........

:(

ak demam..
i think i noe why.. coz ak CUAK gler x blajo 4 da examz lorh...
Takuuttt!!!
help me!

[credited to Mr. Arep]

[black&white is so IN now..]

I'll be missin' HER ♥

15/08/2009: We went together. ♥
23/12/2008: We thought we BROKE up.. We DIDN'T!
15/08/2009: I wanted to celebrate!! SHE was sick!
16/08/2009: SHE wanted a "pause" till SPM.
25/08/2009: We're OFFICIALLY off!

For:

I would miss the sweet and loveable "Good Morning" messages.

I would miss the romantic "Good Night and tc" messages.

I would miss calling HER on Fridays.

I would miss SMS ing her on holidays, Hp is silent nowadays.

I would miss WORRYING mum n dad might know it

I would miss Sending E-mails

I would miss all THOSE calls.

I would miss LATE night calls.

I would miss FEELING guilty for you.

I would miss your voice.

I MIGHT miss YOU.

It's OK, coz:

You CAN study now.

You can get Straight As

You may not feel guilty.

You may be FREE.

You are not ANYONE'S.

WE are now... NOT LYING!

Despite the sadness, I must say that I adore you.

You'd been such a darling for so long.

You'd been CARING and i liked that.

Alright, if it's for the betterment of our futures.
You are right! I'm just too foolish not to notice that LOVE stalks SuCCeSS!
I respect your decision. I'm sorry for whatever I'd done (including this!)
Don't worry, I'd never was angry at you!

Thanks... for the memories.. cause that is one thing you can't take. :)

I LOVE You, BETH Cooper!!

I just got (pinjam jew..) my MUM's brand new NOKIA 3120 Classic (3G, vid call etc.. ) Best!

[Agak Cool!]

Went out on Wednesday (pagi td..),

Met my old friend.. She was and is one of my best friend.. Well, my mum knows her's and so on.. It's just that macam dah berzaman tak jumpe dier..

So, we went out together.. Just me and her. No offfence, though. Tak dating, pown.. :)

Divv: Vikey!!

V.key: Hey, hi! You're tall la wei..

Divv: Damn it.. U're skinny!!

V.key: URgh!!

Divv: U're Anorexia izit? Bulimia?

V.key: Fine, stop it! Jom, naik.. See what movie got..

Divv: :) Jom.

Movies weren't taht interesting.. Ok, either "I Love You, Beth Cooper" and "Dance Flick"

God Damn, I had to do the choice.. Lol!

I ChoSe :I LOVE You, BETH Cooper!!

The Movie: Best.lawak gler.sexy.steamy.not your ideal family movie.Teen movie? YESS!!.Funny lyke HELL!!

V.key, sorry coz brought you to watch this movie!! Hakx.. Know U enjoyd it! :)

McD:

V.key: Come, I belanja U..

Divv: Ok. Chicken (dh x igt dh.. ) Burger meal 1

V.key: McFlurry Oreo.. :)

Divv: Hoi Anorexia, x yah diet, alryte..?

V.key: :)

Divv: Here, (sambil bayar..)

V.key: You arr.. I said, I'll pay, kn?.. Bull shit la..

Divv: Oit.. Later, popcorn, U belanja.. Hakx..

[tgh makan. me = the EATER!. she = DIET! LOL!]

[divv.Vkey.Ideal BESTTA buddiez!]

P/S: It was fun, as the so-called-mistakez-free adultz kept on looking and wondering "Doesn't these kids have parents who take care of the social and love life?!".. FYI, we aren't lovers! :p

So, WTF?!

BTW, Thankxx V.key 4 such a nice day out.. Till we meet again! :)

Me, MRSM, She, SETA. Worldz apart, but a friend in need is a friend indeed (;

1Malaysia

My story of 1Malaysia!!!


[Diivan Raj. Hazwan Helmi .Gew Jessie]


United we stand!

Hari Anugerah!!

Last Friday, there was this hari Anugerah!! Two most admired person throughout the hari anugerah:

1. Gew Jessie Jie Yi (This girl got nearly 18 anugerahz!! waah...)
2. Laila Sabiha bt Md Saberi (Meet 'Tokoh Pelajar' MRSM BPJ! gua bangga ngan lu!)

I, not that clever, just got 3 Anugerah, Penghormatan Pengetua 2 semesterz and Highest Moral Edu. (me? moral-ic?)

[Meet Ash n Song - My best friends] (:p sshhh....)

me, Obviously...]

[MR. Chau!!!! - miss you so so so much]

[brilliant Top 4s... hakx... Not reAlly...]

(It's pure luck!)

[Laila = gedik = naughty= superb = tokoh plaja = KATAK!]

[even Jessie can go NutZ!!! hahaha.... :)]

Psst, how's Jia Wei?!

Debat!! Rindu...

[PERTANDINGAN DEBAT MRSM SE-MALAYSIA 2009]

[Dato' Seri Idris jusoh a.k.a Pengerusi MARA]


[Perarakan masuk]


[Team aku, MRSM BPJ]

(Divv, Faisal, Laila =p)


["cubaan suara.. cubaan suara ketua pembangkang penyayang"]

[Meet Redza Abadi Zaman : I admire you, buddy!]


[jurulatih terbaek!!!! - tq a lot!]


[me!!! yea yea....]

(standing ovation....)

[Standing proud! :)]


[The extravaganza semifinalists!!]


[Kontinjen MRSM Batu Pahat, way south from Johor]

(C. Kasuma, Laila, Eyka (AA), Bonda NorZan, me!!, faisal, Miss Zila)
(Miss Fairuz, Waffle, Syami, Ash a.k.a Kape, Luqman!)
-love you guys-

[Hey Sertingz! Gajan n Bannubayah!! haha...]